i needed to replace my journal everytime I logged in it reminded me of the last journal and i got sad! i am trying to draw and do artsy stuff more, but almost nothing is worth posting unless you want a big barrage of stuff that took me less than 30 seconds.

for improving I kind of wanna go for quantity>quality because honestly i feel like i improved faster that way idk and its easier to just draw having fun than studying anatomy......sorry..........but i am an amateur hobbyist so hwatever...its not like id never do it or quit using references

breaking

local man learns 2 have fun again?

also I cancelled my ffxiv renewal so i'm trying to go through my backlog. I miss my bunny outfit haurchefant retainer but I just got burnt out and bored after playing every day for a year and a half. also all my fave characters are gone or dead and its obviously in a weird place where they want to introduce new characters for the next half. and i got tired of doing daily stuff so I have been playing other games

here are the games ive been PLAYING:

1. Echoes of Wisdom, I got this used for 40 and so far its really fun. I actually wanted it a lot because of these videos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50rQqSQc43A . very funnies
2. mother 3....I named them after my birds. Weebaby = Lucas, Weebie = dad, Winoner (weebabys sister I gave away)claus witty=hinawa dead mommy. if u were spoiled by that then . oh well
3. bg3, but i took a break because i spent 100 hours (I got to baldurs gate and i got overwhelmed by all the noise and quit playing) (pathetic) (my r button was being funky so I couldnt even check options)

and that s it so far................................................