one of my birds died :( she was only like 10 and i took her to the er vet 50 miles away 3 days ago and they said she was fine...but well... CLEARLY NOT I guess.........feels like a waste of 400 dollars like...idk i guess its not the vets fault she said she couldnt do a blood test because she had a bruise.....like idk......

and i feel bad because her mate won't stop yellin for her like buddyyyyy you can scream all you want but shes not coming back :( they were together her whole life b wtf it sucks

have yall played metaphor refantazio it is pretty fun

i was thinking about drawing the bird lady saint ryelle? i think her name is but now that ive said it i will probably lose all motivation and ideas and never do it ever and look back on this journal in Shame/

im only beginnging the third dungeon but i've been playing it Soo Long everyday its like giving me a constant headache but its fun so i dont care

i know i said a few weeks ago that i was giving up 5ever but i lied i think i just need to increase my anti depressants and stop being like grrr ur art is poo and just do it and eventually it will Probably not be poo(?) but even if it is poo its okay like wipe and move on with life

I got a bluesky invite from my friend

pluel.bsky.social

also

if ur interested, my instagram is pluels

and I use deviantart still (why god cant I shake u) at pluel

I dont use twitter / X anymore because that place sucks eggs !!!!!!! fuck elon musk :)

hi hello

I made this so my page looks less empty idk what to say....

a few weeks ago I found a kitten trapped in a hole in my backyard so I rescued her :) her mom an siblings live in my shed. she is so cute her name is Lilith and shes a tuxedo cat. she is so sweet and saved me being from lonely little man even if she is a pesky little scamp

when i got her she was barely 6 weeks and fit in my palm but now shes getting so big ;_;